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Silver Balloon

by Jesse Harris

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1.
Look at the hanged man Floating in space Upside down flowers In an upside down vase Can't look behind him Can't look ahead Or blink in the sunshine Or sleep in his bed Two lovers stand side by side On a mountain Tracing the stars Racing clear across the sky Try you won't find him Alone in his cave Hearing the ocean Crash wave after wave No you can't help him Caught in a storm Parting the clouds And waiting to be born Two lovers stand side by side On a mountain Tracing the stars Racing clear across the sky Look at the hanged man Floating away Chasing the memory Of a long lost day Chasing the memory Of a long lost day Chasing the memory Of a long lost day
2.
Yankee 02:53
Yankee Suffering southern heat But not for long Be kind Tell me what's on your mind Before you're gone Why are you flying home so soon To the cold white northern moon? Yankee Falling into the sea What will you do? Be strong Tell me is something wrong But tell me true Are you tired of lying in the shade Waiting for the sun to fade? Yankee Stay with me I can be More than I've been Someday On a gray rainy day You'll thank me then Are you really going soon To the cold white northern moon? Yankee Stuck in the southern heat What will you do? Be kind Tell me what's on your mind But tell me true
3.
The cars race down the freeway The sun sinks fast at midday Out in the storm Out in the storm Wind blows through open windows Dust flies in small tornadoes Out in the storm Out in the storm Breaking Breaking People try to run ahead Newspapers held on their heads And I walk slowly And I walk slowly The night comes much too soon A dark sky without a moon Out in the storm Out in the storm Thunder, a crash of lightning As if the sun was shining Out in the storm Out in the storm Raging Raging Raging Raging No place to escape the rain You dash out on the street again And I walk slowly And I walk slowly And I walk slowly And I walk slowly
4.
One in a million How lucky we should meet And from now on we'll never part One in a million Is something rare to see You're one in a million And the only one in my heart That you exist is a miracle O' wondrous world of wondrous people One in a million It makes me sad to think If I'd passed you out on the sea One in a million Like ships our dreams can sink You're one in a million And the only one for me You're one in a million And the only one for me
5.
Hummingbird 04:04
Hummingbird kiss the crown Of the blossom leaning down Hummingbird do you know I'm here Watching you floating free I see you You don't see me Hummingbird I can only stare Like an angel you will fly away somewhere In the sky somewhere and disappear Before you sing me a song Suddenly you are gone Hummingbird were you even there? Like an angel you will fly away somewhere In the sky somewhere and disappear Before you sing me a song Suddenly you are gone Hummingbird were you even there?
6.
Don't try to confuse me With your eyes full of tears It's been hard enough to gather My strength through the years All your sweet affection Like a blinding light Doesn't fill the space beside me On this lonely night But don't worry It's alright Much too late to make it right Make it right Once I dreamed of walking With you right by my side Up and down the hills and valleys But we never tried No don't hurry Take your time Couldn't ever make up your mind No don't worry It's alright It's much too late to make it right Make it right Don't try to confuse me With your eyes full of tears Don't want to remember Who I lost through the years Who I lost through the years Who I lost through the years Who I lost through the years
7.
Close your eyes Kiss your hand And run away Without a plan On New Year's Day New Year's Day Write your name In the sand To wash away Your shame again On New Year's Day New Year's Day Every street you walk is empty No one hears a word that you say New Year's, New Year's Day The year will end As it began If you don't stay To understand On New Year's Day New Year's Day
8.
You sleep with the rising sun And wake when the day is done You laugh until you're crying While your silver balloon keeps on flying You pray but don't believe in dreams You say they don't mean anything You lie but keep denying While your silver balloon keeps on flying How many years will go by? How many times can you try? You wait with open eyes For signs of life inside You breath to keep on sighing While your silver balloon keeps on flying While your silver balloon keeps on flying
9.
Good good morning Hope you slept Good good morning Hope you dreamt Of princesses with pony tails Who run away in fairy tales So nice to have you back again So nice to have a brand new friend Come floating out of misty air Two days inside a brand new year Good morning Good morning Since life is not a fairy tale But dark clouds charged with rain and hail And princesses in purple gowns Can lose their step and break their crowns If I could wave a magic wand With music by Michel Legrand I'd wake beside you by a stream Under the stars and watch you dream Good morning Good morning Good morning Good morning
10.
Shadow 03:59
Gone this far It's too late to turn back Gone this far It's too late to turn back And the sky has turned from blue to black Turned it on But you can't turn it off Turned it on But you can't turn it off And it grips you like a fatal cough So tell me What you're gonna do Won't you tell me What you're gonna do When your shadow catches up with you

about

When songwriter and producer Jesse Harris set about writing and recording ‘Silver Balloon,’ he was enamored with the esteemed science fiction author Philip K. Dick. “I love how he bends reality, and I wanted to do the same in the music,” Harris says. “The world feels so chaotic these days, and it was as though we – Kenny Wollesen and I – needed to express it, even embrace it.” And while chaos preoccupies the lyrical content of Silver Balloon — a collection of 10 exquisite songs assembled like miniature Goldbergian contraptions whose machinations, while beautiful, confound expectations — it also embodies the spirit of its recording.

“Almost all of my other recordings were made live with a band, aspiring towards hi-fi recording, but on this one we played to drum pre-sets of old keyboards, processed sounds through vintage harmonizers, and layered the songs as we went along,” Harris recalls of the process, listing just some of the tools he used to dismantle any notion of staid tastefulness. “At first Michael Blake hated what we did to his saxophone on ‘Hummingbird.’”

Harris recorded Silver Balloon over eight days in his home studio with percussionist Kenny Wollesen, a collaborator of 30 years. They would start casually at around 1pm and by 7pm, having recorded a complete song, go out to dinner at Frenchette down the block, come back and work some more. On two mornings Harris recorded a solo acoustic song (“One In A Million” and “The Good Morning Song”) in addition to the song of the day, over which Wollesen would add overdubs — and of course run them through the H3000 Harmonizer, a piece of outboard gear first designed in the 70s and used frequently by artists such as Laurie Anderson, and later by guitar gods like Steve Vai. “People have asked me and Kenny what we did to the guitar on ‘The Hanged Man’ and the honest answer is we don’t know. Often the H3000 would seem to make decisions on its own, and we began to see it as a kind of medium.”

When the two first met in 1993, Harris was 23 and Wollesen was 27. “Kenny played on my first album. Since then we’ve worked together in a lot of groups and shared a lot of stories.” For instance, Harris tells of a show of Kenny’s at the University of North Texas in Denton (Harris was driving through en route to California) when a cool 19-year-old student in a blue 1971 Cadillac picked up the band from the hotel. Later that night, she jammed with them and turned out to be a brilliant singer: Norah Jones. Harris went on to play guitar on and write five songs for her debut album, including the GRAMMY-winning modern standard “Don’t Know Why,” while Wollesen contributed drums. Over time, Wollesen has appeared on many of Harris’s projects, including the soundtrack for Ethan Hawke’s The Hottest State, a collection made up of Harris’s songs covered by artists like Cat Power, Willie Nelson, Bright Eyes, Feist, and The Black Keys, among others.

“When I met Kenny he had just played on Tom Waits’s Black Rider and was in the scene with Marc Ribot and John Zorn. Unlike most of the jazz musicians I knew at the time, he was obsessed with blues and Dylan. When we hung out, we’d listen to Muddy Waters and Lightnin’ Hopkins.”

In 2019, Harris built a mobile home studio and started recording artists, most of whom he has released on his label, Secret Sun Recordings. He produced Maya Hawke’s debut album, Blush, and her singles “To Love a Boy” and “Stay Open;” part of Toth’s second album; Cosmo (Harris’s instrumental band); and John Zorn’s Songs For Petra, among many others. Then the pandemic hit. “Without live shows, all musicians could do was record. Since I couldn’t bring in engineers, I had no choice but to learn to record artists myself.” When he started producing singer Mads Jensen, who sings harmonies throughout Silver Balloon, he had to do it in a new way. “We didn’t start with completed songs. Kenny was around and free – which never happens – so we began experimenting – just the three of us. She’d come in with a fragment or a concept and we’d build the music from a drum machine part or loop, add the bass, and Mads would sing to the structure we’d created.”

“I decided that eventually I would try recording some songs with Kenny using the same process. And when we started, I never planned to mix it myself, but we grew so attached to the sound and were afraid someone would make everything too correct and get rid of the chaos.” Harris started with a handful of songs already written but was so inspired by what he and Wollesen were doing that he wrote four more songs during the time of the sessions, even recording one the same day he wrote it. “I woke up at 6am, grabbed my guitar, wrote ‘Out In The Storm’ in bed and recorded it with Kenny that day.”

They ran Harris’s vocals through the H3000, an eccentric vocal production tool that lands somewhere between Nuggets-era garage psych and modern autotune. “Kenny would play the drum machine live, so most of the drums are performances rather than loops. He’d trigger fills using the buttons. Then he’d play live drums over that. We’d turn on effects to random settings and embrace whatever occurred. If either Kenny or I loved something, we’d keep it — in fact, if either of us loved something, the other would acquiesce. There was no disagreement.”

This process is perhaps most clear on album opener “The Hanged Man.” Harris sings softly and sweetly but with an added sci-fi element. The bass holds down the chords but the rest of the space is filled with unidentifiable instruments swirling through unfamiliar effects. The guitars sound like they’re being played backwards, but the listener can’t be sure. It sounds wild but improvised, like an electronic Astral Weeks.

On “Out In The Storm” the percussion simulates the chaos of weather. We can follow the guitars and keyboards, but the percussion is mixed loud, feels industrial, like the breathing of a factory. At points, the song’s percussion storm has the violence of Nine Inch Nails. And, through the effects, Harris’s voice can feel like David Lynch’s singing on his own similarly bizarre dreamscape recordings. When he sings, “No place to escape the rain, you dash out on the street again,” we gather that this storm isn’t just weather.

Though the recording style is new, Harris’s refined songwriting style is still everpresent. On “Hummingbird,” the most beautiful melody on the album, Harris writes what initially feels like a classic jazz standard in 32 bar form, accompanying himself with a simple yet elegant guitar part. But Wollesen adds a distorted drum machine beneath it, louder in the mix than you’d ever expect. At points, he seems to be playing radio static as an instrument. The horns are sent through effects, the sax solo collapsing on itself with random moments of distortion that could never be recreated. “On This Lonely Night” has echoes of early Leiber and Stoller; Wollesen’s raw swing and Harris’ slide guitar further shows their obsession with blues and early rock and roll.

The album ends sweetly with “Shadow,” a song Harris first recorded in 2008 but had always wanted to re-record. It features one of the album’s most disarming moments: a harmonica riff melds back and forth with errant digital detritus, played in a similar rhythm until we’ve lost track of what’s organic and what’s synthesized. It surely isn’t lost on Harris that this feeling is straight out of a Philip K Dick novel: uncertainty about what’s humanity and what’s electricity. Harris ends the album with a sung question: “Won’t you tell me what you’re gonna do when your shadow catches up with you?” Perhaps the only thing to do, in Harris’s case, is make an album like Silver Balloon: to embrace the chaos and spin some beauty out of the maelstrom.

credits

released October 21, 2022

Produced by Jesse Harris and Kenny Wollesen

All instruments played by Kenny Wollesen and Jesse Harris
with:
Mads Jensen – harmony vocals
Michael Blake – tenor saxophone (“Hummingbird”)

All songs written by Jesse Harris (Beanly Songs/Sony Music Publishing) c 2021-22
except “Shadow” by Jesse Harris c2008 and “On This Lonely Night” music by Jesse Harris; lyrics by Jesse Harris and Mads Jensen c2021

Recorded and mixed by Jesse Harris at Secret Sun West, NYC
Mastered by Stephen Marcussen

Photos by Oriana Layendecker
Artwork by Rory Wilson

c2022 Secret Sun Recordings, LLC

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Jesse Harris New York, New York

Originally from New York City, Jesse Harris is a Grammy Award winning songwriter, singer, guitarist and producer of artists from all over the world. He has worked with dozens of artists and released 17 albums under his own name. His latest albums, Everlasting Day, and a collaboration with John Zorn, Songs For Petra, came out in 2020. A new single, "News & Coffee," features singer Margaret Glaspy. ... more

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